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And the clocks continued ticking...
 
Tick... Tick... tick....

Turn around,
They are out to get you,
They hear you,
They see you,
They know your every thought..
They know everyone of your secrets..
They want to hurt you,
They are going to hurt you...
You're going to loose...
You can't be hearing these voices...
You ARN'T crazy..
Or are you?
Is that whos coming to get you?
The mental home?
You're not crazy..
 
Its just paranoia..

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Tristen: And I'm getting a therapist this year..

Therapist: You have one right now...

Tristen: you're lucky..

Tristen: no I'm not

Tristen: well, I have to survive by myself

Therapist: Tristen,  you do know you are talking to yourself?

*Tristen isnt aware of the therapist*

Tristen-: And I'm forced to have a therapist..

Tristen: you're lucky in that way..

Tristen-: I have had tons of them.. Therapists I mean

Therapist: yes tristen, I'm right here...

Tristen: well, at least people know you're getting help..

*tristen looks thoughtfull for a moment*

Tristen: people here are so dense to the extent that they don't see and won't know what a depressed person is until the person does something SOOO drastic like commit suicide...

Tristen:Anjeellllllinnnnnnne

Therapist: There is no Anjelline here...

Tristen:  what?

Tristen- I AM TO SUICIDE

Tristen: And thats how long it took them?

Therapist: Tristen...?

...Tristen laughs...

Tristen: They also know I'm Paranoid

Tristen: i've tried suicide like 3 times.. or more maybe?

Tristen: they still don't know..?

Therapist: Tristen, we do know, thats why you are here..

Tristen: I have Manic tendancies...

Tristen: yeah... sure you do..

Tristen: AND That I'm a skitzo YEAYNESS

Tristen: lucky i know how to grip my reality most of the times...

Tristen: hehe I don't know which reality is which most the time. I just take hold of one and run with it!

Tristen: really?

Therapist: Tristen, I am here for you.. whatever you feel you need to say... can you even hear me?

Tristen: how i wish i could do that..

Tristen: I wish I would stop it..

Tristen: just running away with one of those silly but seemingly-real personalities..

Tristen: It gets me in trouble sometimes..

*Tristen shrugs*

Tristen: really?

Tristen: *giggle* yes

Therapist looks at the ceiling: God what a wrong choice of practise...

*Tristen Smiles*

Tristen-: I thought there was this ball right..

Tristen: uh huh

Tristen: And I was chasing it.. wee

Therapist: Really tristen.. interesting.... *jots stuff down*

Tristen: And there wasnt one ANDI ran into someone.. literaly. Thug person too..

Tristen laughs but then..: ooooooh-er...

Tristen- I bit my lip smiled, and was like

Tristen: then what?

Tristen: "sorry?" He glared..

Tristen laughs

Tristen: what else did he do after that? Glare and glare but didn't do anything?

Tristen: He hit me in the shoulder.. but I was fine..

Therapist..: Sorry tristen but our time is up...


Note To the Reader:  I am crazy, but it has its limits... sometimes.. read what you want, believe what you want, have a laugh or two!